My posts don't normally stray too far from weekend outfits and getaways, but I thought with all the changes in my life, it might be perfect timing to get more personal. What I love so much about blogs are the quick glimpses into the lives of real people, who are open and honest enough
to share the good along with the bad....the real stuff.
I hope to use this space to share my pregnancy/baby experiences with
family and friends; But largely for myself as well. To document a journey that
I know will change my life...in every way.
I am a little behind on progress updates so I'll try to wrap
up the entire first trimester here. So far, I've been extremely blessed
to have had an easy pregnancy. Except for a few weeks of extreme fatigue,
I've had no morning sickness, no nausea, no bleeding or cramping, no weird skin
issues (to my knowledge) and no severe aversions to food. All-in-all I
feel pretty much like myself except for my pre-pregnancy pants are starting to
hate me just a little bit - they are definitely being stretched to their
limits.
Even with such luck, the one pregnancy symptom I couldn't
escape was...worry. I'm not sure if
there is another significant human experience that leaves one feeling so
helpless....like you have absolutely zero control. Yes, you can eat super healthy and take all
your prenatals, but no matter how much you think you're doing everything right,
you'll still wonder and worry about how that little creature growing inside is
doing. And it seems the doctors and
everything you read just exacerbate the worries with general statements and
statistics – 25% of pregnancies end in miscarriage in the first few weeks,
bleeding and cramping are signs of miscarriage, don't eat soft cheese or drink
caffeine because it will cause miscarriage, high body temperature caused by
exercise will cause miscarriage or birth defects......so on and so on. If you weren't worried before, you might be
now.
I've learned the true test of faith and trust in God is in
this crazy, but miraculous, process of creating a human being. There is no
reassurance that the little cluster of cells in your early weeks will develop
into a fetus, surpassing the uncertain "miscarriage stage"; and there
is no way of knowing your fetus will grow into a healthy human with 10 fingers
and 10 toes. Basically, no
guarantees. All you can do is pray that
its God's will. For me, trusting in that
makes the everyday fears of pregnancy a lot more bearable. If it’s meant to be, it will happen.
Now that I'm in my second trimester (officially in the
"safe zone" and supposedly the easiest Tri), I will continue to trust
in my faith and do my part so that this baby grows well and healthy...even if
it means gaining weight via frequent trips to In-N-Out burger. Sacrificing for your kids starts the moment
of conception after all! :)
I saw this pregnancy list on various blogs and thought it was such a fun way to share weekly updates! Here's mine from my last week in the 1st
Tri {which was a few weeks ago now}:
How far
along? 13 Weeks
Baby Size:
A peach! He's about 2.9 inches long and
weighs about .81 ounces. He has vocal
cords, teeth and even fingerprints (wow!).
Total
weight gain/loss: {Maybe} 2 pounds
Maternity
clothes? Not yet.
Stretch
marks? Nope
Symptoms:
Amazingly, I feel like I'm having the
best hair days of my life and its growing like a weed.
Sleep:
So far so good! I've never had a problem
with sleep {I'm out as soon as my head hits the pillow}, so I hope it
continues.
Best moment
this week: Finding out we're having a boy. Actually found out at 12 weeks.
Worst
moment of the week: Being super busy at work when all I want to do is
sleep.
Have you
told family and friends: Yes!
Miss
Anything? Being able to have a glass of wine with dinner.
Movement:
Not yet
Food
cravings: Candy to keep me going at work for lack of caffeine!!
Anything
making you queasy or sick: Nope, thankfully!
Have you
started to show yet: Nope,
thankfully...since I haven't started telling people at work yet. {Keep in mind this is from week 13 which was
a few weeks ago. I have since told
EVERYONE.}
Labor
Signs: Nope
Belly Button
in or out? In
Wedding
rings on or off? On
Happy or
Moody most of the time: Tired but happy.
My husband would probably say moody.
:)
Looking
forward to: So many things!
Decorating the nursery, buying baby clothes, and MEETING this little
creature who’s taken over my body!
Thanks for stopping by!
XOXO,
Lydia
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